Hard To Believe Twice This Year

I seem to have had a narrow miss again. Speculation abounds.

Start of this week I drowned in my own lung fluids only hours after experiencing some breathlessness. I had heart congestion failure with the very rare condition of no obvious heart damage or weakness. I just drowned, no explanation with rapid onset.

They diagnosed me with COVID in the emergency room when I was losing consciousness. My last act before I passed out was to burble weakly … “No vaccinations! No injections! No blood transfusions! No respirator! Let me die if it comes to that … “ and the next thing I knew was sinking into darkness. They strapped a positive pressure air mask on me while I was fading out … then as far as I was concerned I died.

My last thoughts were of my son and daughter. Not getting VAULT-SYS version 1.0 released and all those angry subscribers. Then I tried to say the Lord’s Prayer before I went to try to establish some connection with God to follow me in. The lights went out. I prayed they would come back on soon, perhaps in a new place.