I was a fuckup in high school. I had the brains to fit-in with the establishment indoctrination track, but I got radicalized against it as teen, then was injured by the standard weaponized chemical “affectations” of that out-group dissident lifestyle.
I finally finished undergrad at 29, along my way toward a slow recovery from the damage I did to myself as a youth and young adult. (But, I have even to now, still managed to retain some of my character, I believe.)
I didn’t get back a portion of my original “math brains” until later, with a post-bacc study in my 40s.
So now, after several careers (restaurant service, newspapers etc.) I’m now teaching math to middle schoolers. This venue is not anything like the college towns I grew up and came of age in, and that must have something to do with it, but I’m telling you, the shoe is on the other foot in a weird Twilight Zone sort of way, as not all but many if not most of my students fit your (accurate) vacant, castrated description of establishment adults during Cold War 20th century. The ones that aren’t are particularly antagonistic to me, so I just try to lay low and keep it all civil.
THEY’re still here, and they still seem to be in charge, but these days, they’re actual kids. Maybe sort of like that original Star Trek episode “Miri.” Or maybe it was always that way and I was just not paying attention? Or maybe it’s been so long I forgot.
A nice thing about teaching math is that you can keep it quantitative/sterile and only very selectively mention, oh, say, the Bolsheviks, and that only if absolutely necessary. (It’s typically not.) My brief experience teaching in the humanities in the public schools was not so relatively agreeable.
But the current generations are not, on the whole, self reflective or libertarian. There is no such sub stream. There are some random thinkers , but for the vast majority, the outlook does not seem optimistic. It’s been bred out or beaten out of them or their parents, I suppose. Again, at least in part, it has to do with the venue—SVAZ and CSTX are two very different universes—from my position the debasement of the culture has advanced horrifically since the high school class of ‘93. And the “No child left behind “ policy is a shit show.
I suspect the vaccine schedule before the clotshot was doing about a thousand times the damage that is currently believed. Possibly through endocrinal disruption and deep effects on the digestive tract that end up making the resulting adult about 20% of what they were supposed to be. People didn't get this slow because of the educational system - rather the educational system adapted itself to students who kept getting slower year in and year out.
This primary driver plus fluoride, aspartame and high frustose corn syrup to ruin insulin would also exacerbate all kinds of already existing conditions later in life.
Officially they keep changing but they were conceding average IQ at 94, which is simply too low to dream of maintaining a society like we once had here.
Perhaps the fact that they're showing the book / the plan in plain sight is actually for confirmation to themselves that indeed people are cattle. There must be a dozen pictures where (evil guys) explain to a person precisely how they're going to harm them, and then the person doesn't do anything about it. Many horror movies have this trope.
Reading this takes me back to being an intelligent kid versus a world of asshole adults. I guess when you stick out as a kid their only instinct is to whack you down. Eventually you realize it's a waste of time engaging with them unless you have to.
Tex, you saw the truth at a young age. I remember my first introduction to the Hidden Hand being a film a youth pastor showed at my church talking about the Bilderbergs and Trilateral Commission. He was fired and replaced within a month of that showing. This was in the late 80s. Ehrlich and Holdren have been rewarded for their efforts. They followed their rules by warning us in writing of what was coming. I'm convinced most people are essentially NPCs that will just go along and do as they're told. Sometimes I wonder if the gnostics held a certain truth when it comes to souls.
Dear Tex,
I was a fuckup in high school. I had the brains to fit-in with the establishment indoctrination track, but I got radicalized against it as teen, then was injured by the standard weaponized chemical “affectations” of that out-group dissident lifestyle.
I finally finished undergrad at 29, along my way toward a slow recovery from the damage I did to myself as a youth and young adult. (But, I have even to now, still managed to retain some of my character, I believe.)
I didn’t get back a portion of my original “math brains” until later, with a post-bacc study in my 40s.
So now, after several careers (restaurant service, newspapers etc.) I’m now teaching math to middle schoolers. This venue is not anything like the college towns I grew up and came of age in, and that must have something to do with it, but I’m telling you, the shoe is on the other foot in a weird Twilight Zone sort of way, as not all but many if not most of my students fit your (accurate) vacant, castrated description of establishment adults during Cold War 20th century. The ones that aren’t are particularly antagonistic to me, so I just try to lay low and keep it all civil.
THEY’re still here, and they still seem to be in charge, but these days, they’re actual kids. Maybe sort of like that original Star Trek episode “Miri.” Or maybe it was always that way and I was just not paying attention? Or maybe it’s been so long I forgot.
A nice thing about teaching math is that you can keep it quantitative/sterile and only very selectively mention, oh, say, the Bolsheviks, and that only if absolutely necessary. (It’s typically not.) My brief experience teaching in the humanities in the public schools was not so relatively agreeable.
But the current generations are not, on the whole, self reflective or libertarian. There is no such sub stream. There are some random thinkers , but for the vast majority, the outlook does not seem optimistic. It’s been bred out or beaten out of them or their parents, I suppose. Again, at least in part, it has to do with the venue—SVAZ and CSTX are two very different universes—from my position the debasement of the culture has advanced horrifically since the high school class of ‘93. And the “No child left behind “ policy is a shit show.
Sincerely,
Tex
I'm convinced there has always been a biological component to these changes, kind of touched on that here ...
https://clevelandmarkblakemore.substack.com/p/the-disappearance-of-eros
I suspect the vaccine schedule before the clotshot was doing about a thousand times the damage that is currently believed. Possibly through endocrinal disruption and deep effects on the digestive tract that end up making the resulting adult about 20% of what they were supposed to be. People didn't get this slow because of the educational system - rather the educational system adapted itself to students who kept getting slower year in and year out.
This primary driver plus fluoride, aspartame and high frustose corn syrup to ruin insulin would also exacerbate all kinds of already existing conditions later in life.
Officially they keep changing but they were conceding average IQ at 94, which is simply too low to dream of maintaining a society like we once had here.
Yep.
Perhaps the fact that they're showing the book / the plan in plain sight is actually for confirmation to themselves that indeed people are cattle. There must be a dozen pictures where (evil guys) explain to a person precisely how they're going to harm them, and then the person doesn't do anything about it. Many horror movies have this trope.
Reading this takes me back to being an intelligent kid versus a world of asshole adults. I guess when you stick out as a kid their only instinct is to whack you down. Eventually you realize it's a waste of time engaging with them unless you have to.
Tex, you saw the truth at a young age. I remember my first introduction to the Hidden Hand being a film a youth pastor showed at my church talking about the Bilderbergs and Trilateral Commission. He was fired and replaced within a month of that showing. This was in the late 80s. Ehrlich and Holdren have been rewarded for their efforts. They followed their rules by warning us in writing of what was coming. I'm convinced most people are essentially NPCs that will just go along and do as they're told. Sometimes I wonder if the gnostics held a certain truth when it comes to souls.
https://youtu.be/2bvNxluRmTI