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The Dark Mystery Behind The Transgender Phenomenon
The shocking link between government mind control experiments, pornography, feminization of men, and the rise of the transgender phenomenon.
*WARNING* This post contains some graphic and potentially disturbing subject matter. Reader discretion advised.
The number of people who identify as transgender has seen a swift, steep rise in the last decade across the west. While government and health agencies admit it is difficult to gather information on the transgender population, they estimate that about 1.4 million people (about half the population of Nevada) in the United States now identify as gender non-conforming.Officials expect that number will continue to rise. A study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association found a four-fold increase in gender re-assignment surgery from 2000-2014. The role of social media in spreading transgender ideology is not in dispute. More celebrities and influencers continue to come out as trans, and young people interested in transgenderism cite online spaces as the first place they go in search of information. In fact, there are programs available online that claim to aid a person in transitioning from one gender to another. Among these, there is a disturbing sub-genre that tries to accomplish this with a blend of deep hypnosis, auditory conditioning, and visual stimulus designed to re-program a person’s psyche to become another gender. Perhaps, as is so often the case when society undergoes rapid social change, there is more at work here than a spontaneous movement of people seeking validation.
When the pandemic began in 2020, nations around the world went into quarantine. Numerous pornography websites including mega-giant Pornhub began to offer free premium memberships to populations in quarantine, not even requiring the use of a credit card. These websites saw a massive increase in traffic, with some countries in lockdown seeing up to a 61% increase over usual site traffic.Free pornography was even offered to people quarantined on cruise ships in the first several weeks of the pandemic. By the end of March 2020, free membership to many of these sites was offered worldwide. One of the fastest growing sub-genres of pornography is erotic hypnosis, or hypno porn. This has been around for a long time in BDSM communities, but in the last 7 or 8 years has seen a new application. Sometime around 2013, pornographic hypnosis videos began to appear online that claimed to be able to feminize, or “sissify” straight cis men. Forced feminization is a fetish in which the subject becomes aroused at the idea of being forced by a dominatrix to act like, or even become a woman. This type of material usually combines already produced scenes of pornography featuring submissive males dressed as women who are dominated sexually by other men or a dominatrix. While the footage plays, the soundtrack features a female voice, usually a high-quality text-to-speech program. An underlying audio track plays simultaneously, usually using binaural beats, ASMR, or something similar. Such technology is well-studied and proven to affect brain wave activity in the listener. Some programs are audio tracks only. It’s worth noting that many of these, especially the most popular programs, have very high production value and would take months to produce. It is nearly impossible to find out who is producing and promoting these programs. In my research, neither I nor my colleagues have been able to find out who is behind these programs. Most of them are available for free, which means they are available to minors because you don’t even need a credit card to access them.
You might be wondering if such programs even work, and whether it’s worth worrying about. After all, there’s no shortage of disturbing pornographic material online. But these programs are different. Even if you’re a skeptic who does not believe hypnosis is effective, there are mountains of research proving that pornography can be very addictive. Scientists have observed changes in brain activity of porn users that are indistinguishable from changes seen in hard core drug addicts. A 2018 study in the Journal of Sex & Marital Therapy found that 98% of men have accessed pornography in the last 6 months, and 80% in the last week.Combining the addictive nature of pornography with hypnosis and auditory conditioning can create strong associations and even neurological changes. Thousands of people who have exposed themselves to these programs report very alarming effects. A support group for people struggling with sissy porn addiction on Reddit called “TGandSissyRecovery” has almost 10,000 members. There will be some fake or exaggerated accounts in any such online community, but it’s impossible that all of them are faking desperate posts detailing how their minds and lives have been destroyed by feminization hypnosis porn programs. One of the most frequently cited and most disturbing of these is a program called Bambi Sleep.
Bambi Sleep has a blog as well as a Patreon account with 724 Patrons as of this writing. The blog describes the program this way: “Bambi Sleep is a collection of intense feminization and bimbofication hypnosis recordings designed to turn the listener into a bimbo girl called Bambi” and further explains that “The Bambi Sleep sessions will be effective for anyone who wants to become a sexy bimbo girl, regardless of original gender.... The sessions cover many topics including obedience, amnesia, personality erasure, mind control, IQ reduction, body transformation, desire and addiction, clothing, make-up, high heels, posture, mannerisms... and pleasure triggers, and a variety of enforcement techniques.” Bambi Sleep is not explicitly “sissy” hypnosis, but rather focuses on “bimbofication.” Like transgenderism, bimbofication is another emerging phenomenon which has spread online. It focuses on dumbing down and personality erasure to make the subject as submissive and unlikely to resist domination as possible.
There are dozens of posts from users on internet forums seeking help in undoing the effects of Bambi Sleep in particular. Too many to dismiss as a clever marketing ploy. People report using the program as an aid for their sexual kink, but then experience unwanted effects afterward. These include difficulty thinking or performing tasks with any complexity, to being unable to stop certain behaviors without the triggers included in the programming. Author Genevieve Gluck has researched Bambi Sleep, and after releasing her own disturbing findings she said that she has received dozens of emails from people desperate for help in undoing Bambi Sleep programming. It seems unlikely that all these alarming accounts are fabricated.
So, who is behind this disturbing material, and for what purpose? Can such programs affect people’s minds and change their behavior? Is hypnotic programming and mind control real?
The term “hypnosis” comes from the Greek word hypno, meaning sleep. Hypnotic trance has its roots in Earth’s oldest civilizations. The first mentions of it date back 5,000 years to ancient Egypt where it was used in rituals in the Temple of Imhotep. “Temple sleep" was an hours-long ritual using herbs, rhythmic drumming, and prayer recitation to induce a hypnotic dreamlike state. This ritual trance was believed to allow a person to heal ailments, see the future, or contact the gods. The ancient Greeks adapted their own forms of temple sleep used by Oracles to divine the future for powerful men like Alexander the Great.Shamans around the world have used similar techniques since ancient times with drumming, chant, and natural hallucinogens to induce ritual trance in the same way. In the 18th and 19th centuries, esoteric physicians and psychologists like Franz Mesmer gave hypnosis techniques new life. French scientists at the Nancy School were the first to formally study hypnotism as we know it today. This led to hypnosis being used by psychologists like Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung.
In the 1920’s, hypnosis was often portrayed comically in Vaudeville stage acts and later in Hollywood, leading to its modern association with quackery. However, the potential for exploring hypnosis as a tool of mind control and social programming showed promise. Powerful organizations like The Rockefeller Foundation, the Tavistock Institute, the Kaiser Wilhelm Institute, and the CIA invested many millions of dollars and decades of research into the MK Ultra umbrella of programs.These programs began at the end of World War 2. They included studying hypnosis as a tool for mind control, mind erasure, programming, and implanting deep conditioning triggers into the minds of subjects. Experimentation with a wide array of drugs in hopes of finding a “truth serum” or mind controlling compound to enhance the suggestibility of hypnosis was a focus of early MK Ultra research. In the 1950’s, Dr. Donald Ewen Cameron at McGill University’s Allan Memorial Institute participated in MK Ultra research. Dr. Cameron used his patients as test subjects. He put them into medically induced comas while playing tape loops containing conditioning instructions, sometimes for several weeks at a time. These experiments were done on unwitting patients who were being treated for minor problems like anxiety and depression. Dr. Cameron called these “psychic driving” experiments. His goal was to explore the extent to which a person’s mind could be erased, reprogrammed, and controlled. First, the patients would be “de-patterned” using electro-convulsive therapy, drugs, or isolation. He used compounds like LSD, psilocybin, DMT, opioids, and a super strong liquid form of marijuana developed in a lab to incapacitate the subject. Then, different audio frequencies and patterns were used in combination with repeated messaging played in taped audio loops. Some of the messaging was negative, intended to break the ego and self-esteem of the patient, such as “your mother hates you." Other messaging was positive, for example “you’re a very good girl.” Dr. Cameron concluded that these methods were highly effective, and could be used therapeutically, or for nefarious purposes alike. The results were summarized and reported back to intelligence agencies.
Dr. Cameron’s experiments worked so well that many of his patients suffered long-term disabling effects. These patients suffered amnesia, loss of ability to walk, use language, or recall details of immediate family members. The patient’s families reported that they had returned to a child-like state- thumb sucking, needing to be re-trained to use the toilet, and missing childhood memories. So many of these unwitting test subjects were permanently disabled that a lawsuit was brought by family members, and 77 families finally received financial compensation from the Canadian government in 1992.A book written about Dr. Cameron’s experiments called In The Sleep Room was made into a TV mini-series called The Sleep Room. Similar experiments were conducted by intelligence agencies between the 1940’s through at least the 1960’s in the US and Europe. The CIA publicly ended MK Ultra research in 1973 after the Watergate scandal broke, but it's speculated that the project never ended, and was instead renamed and continues to this day.
How does this connect to Bambi Sleep and other similar programs popping up across the web, other than proving that people are easy to program under the right circumstances? It’s difficult not to notice the connections between MK Ultra research and erotic hypno material. Is it possible that the population has been conditioned for the last two decades with mass prescribing of opioids, anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medications? Marijuana is now legal in most of the country. Dispensaries are popping up everywhere selling cannabis products strong enough to rival IV pain drugs like the ones used in the early years of MK Ultra research. Recently, I've noticed a major push from celebrities and influencers encouraging people to try micro-dosing hallucinogens like DMT or LSD. They tout them as a cure for trauma, anxiety, depression, and more. At the same time, we’ve seen the social engineers start a war on “toxic” masculinity, a push for androgyny, and of course transgenderism. In 2020, after two decades of this preparation, governments around the world issued stay at home orders. Billions of people stuck in their homes. Churches, schools, and workplaces closed, while the drugs kept flowing and the entire planet had access to free pornography. The people were like lab animals, or Dr. Cameron's patients- involuntary subjects of experiment.
Mindgeek is the company behind the top five bandwidth consumption companies in the world: Pornhub, YouPorn, RedTube, WhyNotBi.com, and TrannyTube. Hypno porn and sissyhypno are on all these websites, and all offered free access at the beginning of the pandemic to populations in lockdown. Search analytics reveal that more people searched the term “Pornhub” than “coronavirus” or “Donald Trump” from November to December of 2020.On average, a mind-boggling 15 terabytes per day are uploaded to Mindgeek’s platforms. That’s about half of the content available on Netfilx, uploaded daily. It might surprise you, then, to know that Mindgeek has not yet made more than $480 million in revenue in a single year. To put that into perspective, the company that owns the five most visited sites in the world didn’t make as much money as Kylie Jenner last year, who made $590 million. With the largest audience in the world, you might expect them to make more money. Information on Mindgeek’s financial backers shows that early investors include JP Morgan and Cornell University. Programs like Bambi Sleep and other similar material are also free or very cheap despite their high production value. Why? The only conclusion is that there must be a motivation besides profit.
If you still need further proof that feminization hypnosis could have anything to do with millions of men now seeking to transition into women, consider the Wachowskis. Larry and Andy Wachowski are the writers and directors of the mega-blockbuster Matrix series. When they moved to LA after the success of The Matrix, Larry Wachowski was married to his college sweetheart, Thea Bloom. Shortly after moving to California, Larry got involved in the BDSM club scene where he became personally involved with a dominatrix who, it is rumored, may have exposed him to ketamine and sissyhypno porn. This eventually resulted in Larry’s full transition to Lana in 2010, followed six years later by his brother Andy’s transition to Lily.Another prominent but controversial figure in the transgender community is Andrea Long Chu, author of the book Females. Chu explains the sissy porn phenomena this way: “at the center of sissy porn lies the a**hole, a kind of universal vagina through which femaleness can always be accessed. Getting f*cked makes you female because f*cked is what a female is. Sissy porn did make me trans.” Chu did a speaking tour at major universities in 2018 to promote his book, where he discussed at length how sissyporn made him trans. Chu has since undergone gender re-assignment surgery.
Sissyporn is a masochistic genre where the listener or viewer receives repeated messaging intended to humiliate, break down, emasculate, and feminize males. This is exactly what was done to test subjects of MK Ultra brainwashing. It’s difficult to understand the appeal of such material, until you realize how porn addiction works. The addictive nature of pornography means that the more often it is used, the more extreme the content must become over time to produce the same response. In the same way that heroin users need larger doses over time to get the same high, porn consumers need more extreme content. Porn addicts report starting with what would be considered “normal” porn, with the average age of exposure now being 11 years old for American boys.The more often porn is used as a masturbatory aid, the more the viewer needs to push the boundaries of the content to experience the same effect. This pushes the viewer into more and more extreme genres of porn. Redtube has stated that demand for trans porn has grown dramatically since 2013, which seems to be the year that sissy porn was introduced as well. Redtube reports that male users are 455% more likely to search for trans porn than women. Trans porn is one of the fastest growing categories, becoming the fifth most-searched term in 2018 on porn sites. Most viewers find sissyhypno through trans porn, and once they do, they are increasingly open to its messaging because the brain responds to porn the same way it does to drugs. Experiencing sexual pleasure while receiving repetitive messaging creates strong associations in the brain. The messaging introduced through sissyhypno uses a female AI voice repeating phrases like “You’ve always been a woman. You’ve been a woman much longer than you realize.” Or “You’re not really a man. You’ve always been a woman, haven’t you?” and then “Just by listening to me right now, you have already become a woman.” The messaging becomes stronger and more forceful as the recording or video plays, and begins instructing the subject to wear women’s clothes, or makeup. As the subject progresses deeper into these programs, they are encouraged, and finally instructed to transition via hormone therapy and surgeries. Sometimes the program preys on lonely men, telling the listener they will always be a "beta male" who will have to watch "alphas" take girls out on dates. It says all girls get lots of sex and attention, and that by becoming a girl, they, too, can have attention and sex. If they try to remain a male, they will be denied sex and attention their whole lives and be nothing but a lonely incel (a term for involuntary celibacy). All the while this messaging is reinforced by remixed trans porn video clips of men dressed like women engaged in sexual activity in a traditional female role.
Remember that in the infamous MK Ultra mind control experiments we just discussed, the same type of negative messaging was used to break a person down before re-programming them.
Bambi Sleep differs from sissy hypno somewhat in that it’s stated goal is to turn anyone, regardless of their original gender, into a “bimbo.” The term "bimbo" in this context means a dumbed-down, feminized, sex object. This is yet another sub-genre called “bimbofication.” The bimbofication process involves actively lowering intellectual capacity through drugs and hypnosis, while undergoing a physical transformation consisting of cosmetic surgeries, dressing, and acting like a brainless sex doll. Again, it’s hard for most people to understand the appeal. Bimbofication is sold in the same insidious way as sissification, only it can target females as well as males. It is marketed as a way to reduce your worry and anxiety in life by becoming what amounts to a human blow-up doll. The messaging in this program sounds like this: “It’s so relaxing, so happy, just to be a dumb f*ck puppet. Such a good girl. Such a pretty girl.” As the messaging intensifies, it includes instructions to submit to degrading sex acts and turn off your brain. It commands that you cannot resume normal activity, such as using the bathroom, eating, or sleeping until you perform these acts. Many even go as far as to fetishize sex slavery, prostitution, and porn work. One feminization website based in Europe called novagirl.net even encourages porn and sex work as a means to pay for the transition. The website reads “Becoming a bimbo requires more than feminization training. It requires cash. Lots of it. Concretely, if you’re starting from zero (i.e. a totally flat chest etc.) the surgeries alone will be tens of thousands. Then you have the wardrobe, gym, car, toy dog, dental work, beauty treatments, hairdresser and much more. solution: sugar daddy, bank loan, escort work (regular work just isn’t an option… bimbos don’t work!)”
Bimbofication and sissification are closely related, and most people who use one, use the other as well. You can find YouTube videos of popular trans women discussing how helpful these programs are for men who want to transition into women. They promote the use of these programs to help “erase” your male personality and whatever masculine tendencies you may still have and transition your mind into that of a female.
You might have noticed that these people seem to believe that to be feminine is to be dumb and sexually dominated, or even humiliated and abused. This has led to criticism by the few feminist academics who are aware of such material, and rightly so. Organizations like the ACLU and Amnesty International have both launched major campaigns using transgender people as posterchildren to legalize sex work and promote “sex worker’s rights." These materials attempt to program the minds of the users into that of a sex slave who fetishizes being exploited, then encourages them to sell their bodies as means to pay for gender transitioning. It’s difficult NOT to conclude that this might be intended to help normalize and legalize prostitution, and ultimately sex trafficking of human beings.
People who have used these materials often post “success stories” online including before photos of a normal man or woman, and “after” photos of extreme plastic surgery. These people get huge implants, fat transfers, face lifts, facial feminization surgery, exaggerated lip fillers, and more. There are no shortage of horror stories either. Many users report not being able to reverse the programming, and suffering adverse side effects like debilitating cognitive decline, inability to perform their jobs, failing marriages, and compulsive addiction. Some users even report being unable to use the bathroom without program triggers allowing them to. There are multiple online support groups for users of Bambi Sleep who are afraid and desperate after trying without success to undo its programming.
There are more questions than answers about these secretive and mysterious programs. Why are there so many programs aimed at feminizing and dehumanizing men, but no programs aimed at transitioning women to become more masculine? Male to female transgender surgeries do outnumber female to male ones, but not by a large margin. So why do these potentially dangerous programs only go in one direction? Surely, trans men would be interested and pay for them if they are willing to pay for sex re-assignment surgery. Given the striking parallels to this situation and the experiments of MK Ultra, could it be that the same groups are behind both programs? Given the completely anonymous nature and high production value of content like Bambi Sleep, it can’t be ruled out. If you’re familiar with the agendas of the global elite, the emergence of these programs makes more sense. In their own writings, they discuss plans for de-population, transhumanism, and mind control. Is it far-fetched to suggest that those who secretly experimented on people around the world for decades wouldn't drug entire populations, quarantine them, and subject them to mind control programs? Or mandate that people accept an injection to be able to work, travel, and go about daily life? Logic would dictate that it's far less likely that these things are pure coincidence.
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